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The Paranoid Queen of Yakkstr.
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this morning my client just emailed.... i am jobless right now... apparently according to her, it was redundant to have me... what the fuck does redundant means??? she told me i was diligent in her work and i was great at
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the universe sometimes gives me surprises.... seriously. this may be something common or ordinary for some people but it's a big thing for me. im not gonna lie. january is stressful for me. aside from not having enough money (i s
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my last post for tonight... the coming days would be busy with work and since i cant sleep i might as well blog the things thats bugging me. there are days where you asked a question and no matter how hard you try, you still can't find t
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24 days ago
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i know that i have trouble saving money. ive been working on and off for 3 years now and i know my salary wasnt high (especially in my country!) but still... i have zero balance on my savings account. i know some people are not comfortab
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25 days ago
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i dont is because I am tired of always angry and pissed all the time that this happened to me. overall its a good thing. i have my problem with my part time job. they havent paid me in more than 3 weeks. I told one of the manage
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Life
27 days ago
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i should really be concentrating on work right now but i can't... its boring the shit out of me... seriously i can burst into a song and dance number just to get out of this boredom. i dont want to sound grateful but i am thankfu
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29 days ago
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ive been popping in and out of yakkster nowadays. but the truth is i hardly read anything. i would open a window, then go back to my work and when i remember yakster, i would just glance and then i would decide to do work ! yeah and watch videos
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about 1 month ago
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i just woke up in the middle of the night with a throbbing headache... and right now i cant sleep that im resorting to blogging out my emotions before i explode again. i had another fight with my sister again. dont worry,
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about 1 month ago
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while people my age are out dancing and drinking and whatever... im at home and doing nothing but entertaining myself with the internet. it used to make me feel like a loser... but you know what??? i dont feel like that a
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about 1 month ago
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i was watching top chefs masters and the theme for the episode was about exotic meat or something. they had kangaroo meat, black chicken, sea cucumber and what made me laugh out loud is that they find goat, squid and duck as exotic meat.
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about 1 month ago
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they said that envy is one trait that we must all avoid. it is evil and it can be a way to other evil traits and blah blah blah like that. but seriously... everyone experience it. it's the first thought that comes in your mind wh
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about 1 month ago
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i know i should sleep right now. im physically tired but this just endless thoughts and problems are in my head. and i try not to think of them and just focus on the present. and its hard. perhaps it because i have made it into a habit t
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about 1 month ago
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and i'm okay with it. i went to the mall last week all alone and watch a movie alone. when i went home my younger sister (the 12 year old sister) keep teasing that i was a loner. point blank, i told her... so? i a
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I'm in a pretty good mood right now. well actually, better than i felt yesterday. i dont know if you read my last blog but i really feel shitty. i guess its maybe because i did something different today. today, when i woke up i h
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my thoughts are on nonstop chaos right now. all i want to do is be left alone. there is a silent scream that i have been shouting all day long. nobody can hear it except me. its a scream of dissatisfaction, anger, hatred and over