isugrad2012's blog

Finally done with college. Done with tests, homework, 2 am study sessions, and partying in the dorms. I still can't believe that all those years of hard work, and its over in a day. I am happy its over, but i'm not ready for the post-graduation

And i'm royally freaking out. Albeit i'm super excited as well, but the pressure is getting to me. I still have to decide where i'm going to move, whether i'm gonna attempt to find a roommate or live alone, and find a job (preferably in my field

I have been job searching for weeks now, and it seems like i either dont like the job, im not qualified, something. Tonight i hit a road block, and so i decided i was going to go for a walk and clear my head. My friend and her boyfriend live in the same

How do i follow my heart and do what i want, yet stay within my means financially? There's a lot I want to do post-graduation, i.e. live in a certain city, live on my own, take a vacation, etc. but i also know that i will have loans to pay come

Should i try to live with a friend who has a 5 year old daughter or pay the extra money to live on my own? I know i should try to save money, being as i won't have much fresh out of college, but the friend and i have had such bad luck on finding

Exactly 7 weeks (49 days) from today, i'll be done with school. Even went to buy my cap and gown yesterday, so its really starting to sink in. I know i've been counting down for awhile, but this is the biggest accomplishment i have to date, so yes i'm g

Today was like any other sunday.... i had to be to work at an hour that i do not like to be awake at (7 am) and work a full day. I have been dealing with a cold/sinus problems (not really sure) and was not feeling the best. Despite not feeling good, i s

Where do you draw the line between doing what you need to do and taking time for yourself?

I went to the doctor this morning about the condition i mentioned a few weeks ago. They had to do a pelvic ultrasound and run some more lab work. They told me that i have cysts on my ovaries, and with the other symptoms i have, it turns out that i have

until i graduate, and am done with tests, homework, professors that i swear smoke crack, and (sadly) getting drunk the night before a test. I did this because i had a theory that if i got drunk the night before a test, i'd do better (on some occasions,

Why is it so fucking hard for people to be honest?

This is my disclaimer for the following blog: this is a very emotional post, and it's not easy for me to say the following information. Earlier today, i was talking to someone i know through school. I revealed to her that there is a chance i may

I may have hurt a few people's feelings, but do i care? No. The truth needed to be heard. I spoke up to a guy from my past that i've been talking to lately and a friend that keeps bitching about her boyfriend's best friend and how much she hates

And this situation is no different. I constantly fall for guys i can't have, and play it out in my head to where i think they like me. The current guy i like works at the video store i rent my movies from, his name is Nick, 25, and he's worked t

I have 102 days until my graduation, and thus I am in the "holy crap, what am i going to do after graduation?" phase. I have a couple of ideas, and i'm not sure which one to run with. I move to Colorado, alone, live there for a year, estab