coffeebreak's blog

coffeebreak posted in Misc about 1 month ago | Viewed 71 times

What is going on......? Does anyone else ever get the feeling, that....well, now how do I put it, so that it makes sense. I suppose it is almost a complete lack of control, as if for some reason you seem to be the only person on this planet, whi

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last by d6fer about 1 month ago

This year has been the hardest year

coffeebreak posted in Relationships 6 months ago | Viewed 44 times

Okay,................. So it's been a while. Actually it feels alot longer than it actually has been. So I now have 3 counsellors who i talk to on a regular basis, one of them is nearing the end as he is a low intensity ctb counsellor, but that's okay b

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last by coffeebreak 6 months ago

Baby brother's birthday

coffeebreak posted in Misc 7 months ago | Viewed 20 times

today was my baby brother's birthday. It seems completely crazy that he is 4 already, i literally have no idea what i have done with my life in these 4 years everything is still pretty similar to what it was then. I'm so glad I have him in my li

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last by queenparanoia 7 months ago

Gran

coffeebreak posted in Misc 8 months ago | Viewed 56 times

In the silence of the night, and the still and the dark. When you feel lost and your all alone. Searching everywhere Just longing for your piece of gold. Nothing makes sense, and this will tear us apart. Your actions have served thier part they

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last by coffeebreak 8 months ago

Yesterday

coffeebreak posted in Misc 8 months ago | Viewed 25 times

Yesterday, I laid my gran's body to rest. I was in the family car following my gran, and I guess you know it was hard, but i was keeping it together. Just before we got to the church I could see my brother walking along the road, and i felt myself

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last by coffeebreak 8 months ago

Viewing

coffeebreak posted in Misc 8 months ago | Viewed 66 times

Ahhhhhh........................................and breath. here lies a place, where without barriers i can be me. My god what a year this is turning out to be. I still don't have to words to express everything that is happening and what has

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last by coffeebreak 8 months ago

i'm sick

coffeebreak posted in Misc 9 months ago | Viewed 40 times

i'm sick of always hearing, all those sad songs on the radio all day it is there to remind an over sensitive guy that he is lost an alone. i hate her favourite resturant her favourite movie our favourite show we wud stay up all through the night

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last by coffeebreak 9 months ago

''US''

coffeebreak posted in Misc 10 months ago | Viewed 39 times

maybe we are all just animals.

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last by uniquely-learning 10 months ago

amazing

coffeebreak posted in Misc 10 months ago | Viewed 15 times

amazing

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last by queenparanoia 10 months ago

staind

coffeebreak posted in Misc 10 months ago | Viewed 32 times

..........................................

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last by coffeebreak 10 months ago

open your eyes

coffeebreak posted in Misc 11 months ago | Viewed 23 times

i want you so much to open your eyes, cause i need you to look in to mine

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last by coffeebreak 11 months ago

Coffeebreak............

coffeebreak posted in Misc 11 months ago | Viewed 13 times

use a fake name so i can be me......seems a completely crazy idea

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last by coffeebreak 11 months ago

passing

coffeebreak posted in Misc about 1 year ago | Viewed 22 times

passing

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last by wombat about 1 year ago

I'm home

coffeebreak posted in Misc about 1 year ago | Viewed 25 times

I'm home

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last by coffeebreak about 1 year ago

YES

coffeebreak posted in Misc about 1 year ago | Viewed 33 times

YES

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last by hegemone about 1 year ago

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coffeebreak commented 6 months ago on

star- it will not be mine anymore, when people know my true feeling it will be open to judgement an opinion which if it is unlike mine as these are happy memories i will not be tolerant to recieving. sorry i need to go thru and proof read this and edit read the rest

coffeebreak commented 8 months ago on

thank u read the rest

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i'm sorry to hear this but im glad your not getting lost in the fight over who did what first, you can never apportion blame. Just know we are all here as little as it may seem read the rest

I really am alone

it feels like this will never end....and it is just one thing after read the rest

many thanks for your kind thoughts. My world is broken, I feel like i've lost myself with my gran going and I also feel like somebody should be about to wake me up from this horrible nightmare, this is not real. This is not my life and some how some day read the rest

FUCK

this is unbelieveable!! I've found out more...unfortunately I can't tell you anything more..... but this is bad and I will not be treated like this simple read the rest

a worry.

So sex isn't exciting enough on it's own, we have to involve some crazy toy via the internet to make our partners cum as thier doing the shopping or kicking the kids up from school. I mean fuck if you do it at the wrong time that could cause a number of read the rest

Sorry for the late reply. thank you all for your kind words, but nothing makes this easier. The funeral was read the rest

queen- my dad is struggelin wit the lose of his mum. It's horrible, he's highly stressed and u can see it all of this is wearin on him. U-L. The viewing has definately given me my moment to say goodbye, in the still and the peace. I can't believe i read the rest

coffeebreak commented 9 months ago on

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