I thought I would no longer go back to anonymous blogging. There were so many reasons why, which perhaps I would commit to a post some other time.
What made me come back is a huge sense of gratefulness. The friendship, the words, acceptance and mostly the silent support I felt, that so many countless , and in parts faceless bloggers & online friends gave to me. Is it silly to say, that through blogging I felt this energy, I cannot put into words, but were results of me putting my words,myself "out there" ? I guess, some will understand, and some still need to experience it, to fully understand it.
There are simply many wonderful blessings I have enjoyed and am enjoying in life, I can count and relate, but for now, I shall share random images, and hopefully during the Autumn, and Winter seasons, I could write them all and share them with you.
It is impossible to return in kind and in words, the support I have received at the most difficult time in my life. In my humble way, the only way to do it is spread: hope. Perhaps, to someone who is simply silently following. In the core, I realise this is what I think of, when I share myself online. I want to spread hope to someone, who was like me once upon a time: a silent reader.
Thank you so very much all of you out there! Specially to those people, who never judged me for the confused thoughts and words, I let go long ago, in the world wide web.
Summer Images
Our angel on a sloep, after a long day on the lake and different canals. Image was taken 4th of August, around 8 pm
Middle daughter and her former classmate from her Dutch preparatory school, unexpectedly meet in a playground after the family picked me up from the university, and we headed to cool ourselves in a nearby lake. Image taken 8th of August.
My first day at the Amsterdam-Maastricht Summer University was culminated by a lunch in front of The Royal Palace of Amsterdam. Image taken 9th of August.
A collage of our evening on a friend's sailing yacht. I asked his permission to blog about him, and also share this image online. You don't see it here but he is paralysed from waist down, and sits on a wheelchair for three years now. Image was taken 14th of August.
Sail Amsterdam! An event that only happens every five years in the Netherlands. The collage of images were taken on "Het Ij" Image taken 22nd of August. I have to grrringly note here, it's because I was irresponsibly wearing thin clothes that I caught this cold virus, that I am still dealing it four weeks later. LOL But it was worth it! :D
A collage of "What I Did Last Summer in Amsterdam". I got the certificate on the day I chose this image to be the picture of the day for 365. The image of the certificate was taken 27th of August.
I hoped you enjoyed taking a peek of the highlights of our Summer. There are so many more but that's it for now. :)
If you have ever been chronically depressed, felt sheer hopelessness or have had thoughts of suicide . Please try to think, remember, that everything can be overcome. I look at these images, and I can almost forget the years I fought and struggled. I still fight and struggle but life is so much better now because I am at peace with my ailment. I live one day at a time of the 365, I am thankful to be blessed with.






Oh yeah, I'm definitely happy to read this post. I'm at work so I can't take too much time reviewing the photos, but from what I have checked out it looks like quite the summer, and I admire your creative, organizational and photography skills. You are always such a giver, even when going through your own trials and tribulations, surely I hope that trait will never leave you, and really I have no worry that that would even happen. Keep changing, keep growing, but don't lose that sweetness and kindness.