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i should be angry right now...

this morning my client just emailed....

i am jobless right now...

apparently according to her, it was redundant to have me...

what the fuck does redundant means???

she told me i was diligent in her work and i was great at it....

but she has to let me go...

wow easy way to say that her business is failing...

i should be pissed off right now since she didnt even gave me any warning about this...

i should be angry right now because i really need this job and i only worked for less than 3 months...

but instead...

im not...

i freaked out last night but calm myself afterwards...

i remember the words sweetheart told me...

make anger your last resort...

and i am right now...

perhaps the universe has a different plan for me.. i dont know what it is or when it can happen...

alll i know is that i feel like im going to be okay...

good thing i still have my part time job...

i know the money is not much but at least its income and enough to pay for the internet and my medicine...

life sucks sometimes but hey im not gonna let it get me...

on the side note, tonight is my uncles birthday party.

its kinda a big thing, a very formal event.

i get to wear my new dress and all be pretty and shit...

and im happy for that... :-)

keep on blogging!!!

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uniquely-learning said 3 months ago ...

maybe it's one of those things where this job had to go to make room for something better

cuppa-java said 3 months ago ...

I agree with Uni on this one

cuppa-java said 3 months ago ...

I agree with Uni on this one

cuppa-java said 3 months ago ...

I agree with Uni on this one

cuppa-java said 3 months ago ...

I agree with Uni on this one

cuppa-java said 3 months ago ...

I agree with Uni on this one

queenparanoia said 3 months ago ...

uni: perhaps... i have a good feeling about this... :-)

cj: wow 5 comments from you! LOL

starchini said 3 months ago ...

Well thats too bad. Your employer definitly shoulda given you more notice, but I get how sometimes its no fault of your in any way and they simply can't afford to pay for your services anymore...Generally the idea is the the employess makes the company more money, so they must have some shit they need to look into lol, they are messed up. I gotta agree with uni though, when one door closes another opens. : )

hegemone said 3 months ago ...

Sorry to hear about that, but I'm glad to see you bouncing back so quickly. Keep at it. :-)

queenparanoia said 3 months ago ...

starchini: she said that her business is not doing well as she hoped it would be although i was great at my job, she can't afford it anymore. it sucks but that the reality with businesses... :-(

hegemone: its still sinking right now... it sucks... :-(

rollingc said 3 months ago ...

Don't worry Queen....something better for you is just around the corner. You're going to need a confident and positive attitude to pick up on it. Hang in there kiddo, it won't be long.

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