21:45
Wednesday
Wow, what a day.
The longest distance I have ever run in one go is 15 kms, so perhaps this would sound silly and not credible, when I say that I would rather run a real running marathon than do a marathon of social media networking. :(
On the upside I got to reconnect with so many friends! I felt all my anxiety wash away by the sheer joy of reading the generous words of people I consider very good friends. People, who have been "with me", at the time I could not stop contemplating of simply taking my life away because of the emotional pain I was in.
I survived that time.
I will survive three weeks of waiting the results of this blogging competition!
Today, clearly as day I experienced again that I am not a very competitive person. I like my quiet existence. But sometimes I need to take myself out of my comfort zone. This competition is one of those exercises I do, to achieve that. It's something I need to do, not because I need "glory" but because it's one of those risk taking that makes you feel alive. Like a cold splash in the lake for New Year's Day (do you do this in the States or only the crazy Germans and Dutchies?!lol) to start the year right.
Tomorrow is another day, and hopefully with a rejuvenated mind...
taken from our frozen lake

ooooh I love this photo, ice, snow, sun, brrrrr cold !!! (its already 28 and only 730am) bit warm....
Jo, its up and its down and its round and round what is it?