the universe sometimes gives me surprises....
seriously. this may be something common or ordinary for some people but it's a big thing for me.
im not gonna lie. january is stressful for me.
aside from not having enough money (i spend it all on CHRISTMAS gifts!) to all the family drama i have at home...
perhaps things can look up now...
and it did.
nowadays im stressful because my salary hasnt arrive yet. another problem when working online.
and the fact that my client is always out on the weekends...
anyway, i was feeling really sad about this...
im planning to buy a new computer chair because my back always hurts sometimes.
not to mention im being discourage with life again...
you might say im depress.
yes i am. its just that i want to do something else but i cant because i have to do the job that im doing now.
i really want to have a culinary career but i know i cant do that with my current situation.
im not in a hurry though. i know i cant jump into something right away without any plan or backup. i did that before and it just leaves me depress and angry.
i dont even have the energy to blog on my food blog anymore.
i just become too discourage about this.
yeah i know its my own head making me all sad and shit. and i know its affecting people around.
and then sometimes things happen out of nowhere...
little surprises that gives me the kick for life...
and believe me i really need that kick...
so today i was ready to sleep at 10 pm. but lo and behold. its 11:30 and im still staring into the darkness...
i decided to check my email and perhaps play some fb games.
and then i found out my part time job send me money!
its from those unpaid articles i wrote for them before.
its not much but hey its money.
i decided maybe i can do some online shopping. and hey maybe they get some great deals.
and what really surprised me.
there's this baking class that ive been eyeing for a few weeks now.
and they got 50% off on one class!!!
and suprise surprise i have enough money to buy one class!!!
YAY!!!!
yeah i know, i get easily overly excited for shit like this...
and i dont care because this is my happiness...
and right now i just want to share this happiness to you guys.
things are getting okay now... and i know its going to be hard but im going to keep it okay and stop all this being depress and shit...
life is good if you let it...
and right now that's what im doing...
keep on blogging!!!
Woot! :)