life is okay for me right now. i have learned to just stop complaining and just enjoy what i have right now.
i know i have to learn this lesson the hard way and sometimes i have to remind myself about it.
the only stressing me out right now is my job. the routine and the work is okay (eventhough it bores the shit out of me) but im really stressed out because my client said she'll pay me for a week's work.
and its friday night and she hasn't done it yet. she's nice and all and already asked me about the details on how she can pay but she hasn't done it yet.
im really stressed about this and pissed off because i want to use that money to relax this weekend.
and now i cant do that. i really hope she pays me this weekend. i know this is a new job and all but she told me she'll pay me for a week's worth.
shit.
anyway, this stress is making me have headaches again. tonight it was so bad that i threw up my dinner.
i think i need to have healthier choices in life now. eating shitty food, not enough sleep and not enough exercise plus stress is making me sick.
oh well...
happy thanksgiving to all of my american friends! keep on blogging!!!
It's hard to wait for a paycheck but you do need to learn some ways to distract you from stressing. Stressing about it doesn't help and it makes you sick. Did you call her and ask for the payment on friday? I know that sounds very aggressive, but a promise from an employer needs to be honored and she should have called if there was some problem.