good bye purple...

today is a sad day in our home...

our dog purple died...

i guess her body can't take it anymore. the vet said our dog has some kind of cancer or something and a few weeks ago she was hit by a tricycle and can no longer walk decently.

for more than a week now she just lay on the floor. sometimes she cries for pain and she can't eat well.

i have to put bread in her mouth in order for her to eat. she can only eat white bread because it is soft.

for me i'm surprise that she lasted this long.

after the doctor diagnose her they told us she would die right away but purple lasted for a few weeks.

purple is one of the most loyal and lovable dog we ever had. she only barks at strangers with bad vibe about them. if we have guest she just ignore them but if she thinks your a threat then she'll bark crazy at you.

when we go out in the store she'll always follow us. one time she thought it door but she bumped her head into a glass store in a store. it was really funny and the security guards laugh.

i think purple is the most famous dog her in our neighborhood. everybody knows her because of her beautiful white fur and is very friendly to people.

i remembered a few days there was a group of boys that was playing basketball near our home and i told them that they shoudln't be so noisy because purple was sick. they got quite. i guess they love purple too.

purple is a jealous dog but she shows it in a quite way. when we have our new dog pipoy she would ignore him and would always look at us because we were showering pipoy attention. we would just laugh because it was clear that dogs can get jealous too.

i remembered she got lost because she followed my stupid brother and his motorcycle. we found her the next day so dirty and hungry and at the same time learned an important lesson. never followed a guy in a motorcycle.

i have given purple so many baths now. it is my favorite chore to do. i remember when i gave him a bath on our driveway he ran away and i have to carry him from the end of our street until home. people were laughing because they were amuse at purple.

she hates baths but the moment that the water hits her skin she love it. considering the weather her in the philippines is so hot.

you always know she just have a bath because her fur is so white and she'll look so huggable.

there are so many experiences that our family shared with purple. she's a wonderful guard dog and good friend to me.

i can't count how many countless moments i have when i was in a bad mood or frustrated or stress and it would go away when i would just come up to her and rub her head or her boobs. she likes her nipples touch. LOL.

i'm just trying to make the situation light but i'm just a fricking mess right now.

i binge eat again. i'm so full that i'm gonna explode. i know its a good way to handle my emotional problems but life has been shit for me for the past few weeks now.

anyway, here are some pictures that i found about purple.

this was during the new year and my sisters and i were playing with purple. she was just sleeping amidst the noise and we dance around her.

this is me and purple. as you can see purple is so photogenic...

half of me is really sad because i'm going to miss a great dog but at the same time half of me is relief that she doesn't feel the pain now.

i miss you purple. thank you for being a part of my life.